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The Owner is Iona Tan Vi-Czn, currently 18, birthday on 24th November.
She blogs weekly, mostly during the end of the week.
Usually tries to keep a neat, grammar-free blog, but fails when she's rushing. Apologies.
Usually quiet unless you are one of the people who'd aid her in her plans to DOMINATE THE WORLD.
*cough*
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Monday, November 09, 2009, 1:48 AM
Awful Mood
You keep playing me like a fruit machine,Putting in change systematically.
Sigh. I wish there was an easier way to say this. But I'M FREAKING FURIOUS. Hmm. Lets see, the part where you'd wanna hear the truth, even if it really hurts? Yeah, I did my share of shit, I did it to anyone who wants to hear it! I know I shouldn't place high hopes with my idealistic views of things. But you have trodden over that line where it's so difficult to comprehend if you're still listening anyway or still smitten to the point where what I say, would still count as an "outsider"'s point.
The thing is, I'm almost seasoned to the fact that no one listens to advices, as its the "inconclusive" route they've already put in their system to reject; which is why they ask you to probably bring that option up, doodle around it a little, then stick to their original plan to achieve their proposed "happy ending".
BUT THIS? ITS POINTBLANK- A MISTAKE.
I'm sorry I wasn't there when you needed me. I really am. But maybe this time I was actually making an effort to give you my honest opinion whenever you needed it. Still it got rejected. I'm rejected. And I always thought you were the intellect. Ha. They were all intellects too.
Dont you shit me that everybody's "just human", which still does not explain the deadbeat you're carrying around your shoulders.
Ha ha. Hes probably heard every thing I've said about him right? Probably deserves it; but I'm yet to confirm if in the heat of the moment, did you tell him that little secret I shared with you? Oh, shit. I forgot that there weren't any secrets in this relationship. Tsk Tsk Tsk. So much for being human but still throwing yourself at an ideal of a relationship-gone-wrong.
I do not intend to make enemies. But life's too short, and they just keep bothering the ones I love. Yes, I love you. And I barely say it to anyone. Sigh.
And for Him? You have huge shoes to fill, am I too cruel to say you cant fill them? Or precisely, you're too busy to fill them? You're living on piety points for now, and luck runs out eventually. I'm sorry, if you dont know the fundamentals of being in a relationship, stop fucking around and get yourself an Idiots guide OR hide behind the excuses that this is a "different" relationship. You know how fragile girls are right? Didn't your mama ever tell you to not go around breaking young girls hearts?
Signing Off,
The friend who lets you fuck up your life, till now! =)